Thursday, March 31, 2011

Rollercoaster

I'm dealing with some serious emotional schizophrenia.  Yesterday I was faced with a situation that initially made me feel upset, upset and anxious. 

Not a minute later, upset and anxious made way for angry.  Generally, I don't get angry.  I hate having that hot ball of contention inside of me, however, yesterday at 5:37 I was feeling decidedly angry. 

After I worked my way through angry (it took me a bit) I was able to find the humor in the situation and was somewhat bewildered by the randomness of it all.  But looking at the humor reminded me of the details that I was trying to avoid thinking of and I was right back where I started: upset.

After some loving words from my main squeeze I was okay.  I was able to see the day's events as inconsequential and fell asleep content and happy.

Since waking up this morning I've gone through pity, flummoxed, proud, frustrated, protective and lucky.  I've felt every emotion on the spectrum, let them fill me up one by one and then left each of them by the wayside in a heap when they weren't the right fit.

And now, I'm just plain tired.

Have you ever faced a situation that had you feeling like you're ricocheting from one emotion to another? 


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2 comments:

Christy said...

Definitely & I couldn't have gone without words from my main squeeze either. They're good that way, aren't they!

Becky said...

For sure! :) Ahh the joys of being a girl!

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